I want to...but I don't know why I just can't.
Probably I am trying too hard.
Well, maybe it had made me stoned cold.
I've walked, ran and sat.
Watched all of it.
Sadly, to no "a please" to all for me.
I felt it.
Am still feeling it now.
I wonder why.
Met new people.
Good, very good,too good and also not so good.
Hmmm...could it be helping in any way?
I hope.

Really need time.
Well, take time to plant a seed of hope
in the hearts of those around you.

And it let me writing this:

I was alone
Sitting in the corner of my room
Thinking of how things gonna be
I wish it will always be good

You walk to me
And asked me to hold on
To hold on to our hopes and dreams
Telling me that it's cool

I held your hand
Looking at your face and smile
You showed me hope and the way
That we can make this through

Let this be a start
To carry on the beat of my heart
Make me go on
Even through the storm

I love you more every single day
It gets better in every way
You moved me in a light
Every day and every night

I adore you...

cry4ubaby@TM2011

Reality Check.

Something happened.
But of course, nothing serious thou.

Young and old.
Old and new.
Start and finish.
Begin and end.

Seen it through and had enough.
You made me hate it so much.
True.
Thanks for the thought.
You can't get this SERVICE anywhere else.
Go and try it elsewhere.
Hah I bet you don't have the guts to do so.
Cause you know that no one will give you.
Imaginary.
Invisible there YO!

You wanna play?
Let's go!
I will let you have it all.
But one thing for sure, you won't have anything.

Sunshine!
P/S Do you actually have one???And it's true what???

Dream Start

Sometimes it is just good to walk.
Don't think too much.
Just walk and look forward.

And look what I've achieved?
I am truely grateful.
The blessing in disguise.
The pain gives you GAIN.

The GREAT will deal with YOU.
You will receive your ordeal.

Sunshine!

Brothers All Over The World

Long I have thought that this day will come.
Sooner or later.
After the incident, things obviously never gonna be the same again.
Not that I expected it would be.
I don't blame anyone thou but myself.
It could'nt be any better anyway if it could be saved.
Life is totally different for everyone from different angles.
I was only dreaming and clapping on one side as trying to make it better.
If sense could be kicked into your foolish and stubborn brain, I would do so.
But by doing that it might be seen cruel.
I have tried but to no avail to rekinder the situation with it all.
You refused.
Sad but then again, ego too strong.
I wish you all the best in everything you do.
May you have a joyful life and have a smooth sailing journey.
Good luck.

-Anyss-