It was never.
I was a bore.
And I'm the one that "suck".
I meant that I was such a tweed for not making it better although it was already at its best.
I remembered 1 of the best thing to do was cheering for my class when they took part in any events.
Or maybe they were cheering for instead when I was dribbling the ball and putting it into the opponents goal!
Wow! That was such a great feeling!
Running in front of them showing how mighty I was after scoring an unbelievable goal.
They yelled and hugged each other.
Celebrating the moment for what I have somewhere once or many of times made them feel fantastic.
I was once a hero for my class and school.
They have also made me felt wonderful in terms of having glory winning in any part of events we've won.
How can I forget that!
Of cos I, or shall I say we had perfect moments in school life when we were happy then.
But I have to admit something here that there were sad moments too.
A friend had to leave school because of wrong company they mixed around with.
Or maybe a very sad moment when one of our beloved teacher fell in front of our very eyes and breathe his last breath, after trying to make us look good in every aspect he wants it to be.
We mourned for his death for several weeks in school.
Feeling a big lost to everything he has contributed before.
Making a come back was no possible thing to think.
We sobbed and sobbed. But...
...life goes on.
And then we learned.
Lessons he had taught.
Jokes he had made.
Made us laugh.
Made us think the proper way.
Support us in our studies.
In events he encouraged till we conquered!
Winning trophies we craved so much that he inspired us.
We made it happened again and again and again, when he was gone,
everytime we think of him.
He had us thinking never to give up hope and always try in no matter where our position is.
But the best thing he had ever said to me personally was and it made me think of it always,
"" "In life we must know that we are not alone. If we are sad, we're not alone cos others might be more sad than us. And if we're happy because we have made others happy too."
And so he continues,"" Friends are like magical thing. Cos they come to you when they need help but when they got help from you, they disappeared, vanished suddenly without a trace. "
Hmmm...it sound so true.
But he managed to conclude about friends too.
He said," we must know that to cherish every single moment that you have with friends and your close ones in every way you can cos even thou you get a second chance it will never be the same. Cherish it like you goona loose it forever. Cos once you loose it. you can never have the same opportunity again. It will totally a different ball game. And so you'll regret it!" ""
I hold on to his words to this very day.
Probably, I will pass it on to my children someday?
Or maybe to all beloved students.
For what I've become now.
Teacher,
you're in my heart.
Always.
Photo courtesy by Wenyi/6J2007
