You didn't make it better.

Like I said before.
I was inspired by some when writing or learned something that I actually saw or witnessed.

Feeling betrayed at certain point?
I dunno.
But then it was a lesson to be learned by some but not the rest.
It was clearly shown as manipulation was involved here.
I was shocked.
But it all went down as you were "used" actually.
Or shall I say we are all being used.
Hmmm...
Why did they do this to us?
Well, one thing for sure we didnt even realise it.

A piece of white paper can really hurt someone huh?!
Or maybe can judge a person's character or motive.
It's at least better than a word.
Hiss....Poison!

Don't you dare discuss this with another person ok!

And here I am, as normal not showing anything that something had happened.
She reminded me too as not to mention it to them.
How thoughtful can she be?
Wow! I'm impress.
Yeah you must be thinking, she and I are affiliated kinda thing.
Ahhhh...stop it!
We're doing it for the sake of all of you.
I was actually feeling bad about this whole thing.
Looking at how she was protecting them from being "utilise" like a thing!
Angry!Argh!!!

Fear leads to anger,
Anger leads to hate,
And hate leads to the dark side!

But all you can do is thinking that I was or maybe is still trying to Ruin It By Telling Her What You Actually...
I rest my case.

I'm fighting a battle without knowing that my army actually was my enemy.
It's sad you know.
Rest in peace.

...You'll Regret it!

When I look back to the days when school "sucks" and school was such a bore,
It was never.
I was a bore.
And I'm the one that "suck".
I meant that I was such a tweed for not making it better although it was already at its best.

I remembered 1 of the best thing to do was cheering for my class when they took part in any events.
Or maybe they were cheering for instead when I was dribbling the ball and putting it into the opponents goal!
Wow! That was such a great feeling!
Running in front of them showing how mighty I was after scoring an unbelievable goal.
They yelled and hugged each other.
Celebrating the moment for what I have somewhere once or many of times made them feel fantastic.
I was once a hero for my class and school.

They have also made me felt wonderful in terms of having glory winning in any part of events we've won.
How can I forget that!
Of cos I, or shall I say we had perfect moments in school life when we were happy then.
But I have to admit something here that there were sad moments too.
A friend had to leave school because of wrong company they mixed around with.
Or maybe a very sad moment when one of our beloved teacher fell in front of our very eyes and breathe his last breath, after trying to make us look good in every aspect he wants it to be.
We mourned for his death for several weeks in school.
Feeling a big lost to everything he has contributed before.
Making a come back was no possible thing to think.
We sobbed and sobbed. But...
...life goes on.

And then we learned.
Lessons he had taught.
Jokes he had made.
Made us laugh.
Made us think the proper way.
Support us in our studies.
In events he encouraged till we conquered!
Winning trophies we craved so much that he inspired us.
We made it happened again and again and again, when he was gone,
everytime we think of him.
He had us thinking never to give up hope and always try in no matter where our position is.

But the best thing he had ever said to me personally was and it made me think of it always,
"" "In life we must know that we are not alone. If we are sad, we're not alone cos others might be more sad than us. And if we're happy because we have made others happy too."
And so he continues,"" Friends are like magical thing. Cos they come to you when they need help but when they got help from you, they disappeared, vanished suddenly without a trace. "
Hmmm...it sound so true.
But he managed to conclude about friends too.
He said," we must know that to cherish every single moment that you have with friends and your close ones in every way you can cos even thou you get a second chance it will never be the same. Cherish it like you goona loose it forever. Cos once you loose it. you can never have the same opportunity again. It will totally a different ball game. And so you'll regret it!" ""

I hold on to his words to this very day.
Probably, I will pass it on to my children someday?
Or maybe to all beloved students.
For what I've become now.
Teacher,
you're in my heart.
Always.
Photo courtesy by Wenyi/6J2007

Today I give you this,
And hope nothing in return.
Just want you to know,
That I was inspired and wrote all these.
My words are from inside and helped by some.
Thanks all for helping.
The Epitome of my expressions will not end here.
It will continue till my desire and will, will be gone.

For you to read and not copy!

Oh btw, Z.E the writing is good!
"vacation"

Do I...Secretly

I've been trying hard
To put this piece together
Writing just for you
And making it better
Can't show you my heart to explain
Well, it's driving me insane

I can't resist the way I feel
It's only true and for sure its real
I was confused don't know what to choose
For either way I'm gonna loose

Wondering when this gonna end
Can't take it anymore, can't pretend

Do I have to take pain
To Cry again and again
Do I love you secretly
And loving you so deeply

I keep on falling back again
With the same feelings of pain
How long this will last
I want so much it to past

Did you plan something for me?
To let me go or set me free
Free form hurt, free from pain
And never be like this again

Tell me if true love can be this way
It's just leave us with nothing to say
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you...

Original words by cry4ubaby@TM2008

Dedicated to Zi En - For it's worth. I give you this. And Thanks for introducing "Cassiopeia". It's like real thing that is happening. It made me think about 'The Day'.

Shin Wei - Thank you for letting me. Original from you and to you. Promise!

P.S I Love You...Stay Forever

If only you could see
How much I need you right now
If only you want me
To be with you somehow

I could stay
Let me know
Cause I shall stay
I won't go
All you have to is...
Is to say that I love you

I love you....
Oh Baby I love you
You need me
I need you
And forever we do

Stay forever
I'll leave you never
And please remember
We'll stay together

P.S I love You...

4 ya..dsy
Original words by cry4ubaby@TM2008.

Dedicated to Joseph - my bro...Tks again 4 da insipiration of writing n composing this piece.
Choose wisely what you want n need...Gd Luck!
WinNie...life is full of it. So hang in there.You can do it!Blessings from dNa.

If You Really Wanna Know....

If you really wanna know,
we can feel pain if we fall and hurt ourselves,
we will be angry if someone or something makes you angry,
we will be scared if our life is at a gun point,
we will be nervous if receiving our exam results,

we will be sad if we think of sad things,
we will be happy if we think of good times,
we can cry if we feel sad,
we will laugh it out loud when we're really happy,

we can keep it inside if we don't want to tell,
we can don't tell if you want it to be a secret,
we can run but we can't hide,
we can surrender if we want to give up,

but for how long?Hmmm...

Bear this in mind,
It will not be there forever.
Take this time and think properly.
What do we really want or need.
It's not the same.
Want and need.

Good Luck!

As I was Saying...

...and I know how is it like to feel when you're not 1 of them.
There's no reason why we must feel so low and down about
the things that actually don't belongs to us.
It's beyond our reach sometimes...and somethings too.

After we actually found out,
we are stunned by the fact of all "these".

Hang in there.
It will come around.
As I was saying that it definitely come around anytime.

Shining Star...

Here's something I wrote...The Epitome Of My Expression...

It's late at night
Stars so bright
Whistling sound of wind
I can hear through the rain

Staring at stars
Twinkle up high
It seems so far
Wonder that's where you are

Oh Wishing star
If you're near
And that you were here
Sharing the good times together

Shine down on me
Shine down to me
Tell me that you'll be there
for me

I need you
To always be there for me
I need you
Cos I miss you

Original words by cry4ubaby@TM2008.

Well...it's late but I've managed.
Don't close your eyes
This shout goes 2 ya all- Ace it this Saturday! Perfectly alright! Remember the tagline? Be cool dun b like a fool!