EPITOME OF EXPRESSION

2011-04-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

I want to...but I don't know why I just can't.
Probably I am trying too hard.
Well, maybe it had made me stoned cold.
I've walked, ran and sat.
Watched all of it.
Sadly, to no "a please" to all for me.
I felt it.
Am still feeling it now.
I wonder why.
Met new people.
Good, very good,too good and also not so good.
Hmmm...could it be helping in any way?
I hope.

Really need time.
Well, take time to plant a seed of hope
in the hearts of those around you.

And it let me writing this:

I was alone
Sitting in the corner of my room
Thinking of how things gonna be
I wish it will always be good

You walk to me
And asked me to hold on
To hold on to our hopes and dreams
Telling me that it's cool

I held your hand
Looking at your face and smile
You showed me hope and the way
That we can make this through

Let this be a start
To carry on the beat of my heart
Make me go on
Even through the storm

I love you more every single day
It gets better in every way
You moved me in a light
Every day and every night

I adore you...

cry4ubaby@TM2011

Reality Check.

2011-04-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

Something happened.
But of course, nothing serious thou.

Young and old.
Old and new.
Start and finish.
Begin and end.

Seen it through and had enough.
You made me hate it so much.
True.
Thanks for the thought.
You can't get this SERVICE anywhere else.
Go and try it elsewhere.
Hah I bet you don't have the guts to do so.
Cause you know that no one will give you.
Imaginary.
Invisible there YO!

You wanna play?
Let's go!
I will let you have it all.
But one thing for sure, you won't have anything.

Sunshine!
P/S Do you actually have one???And it's true what???

Dream Start

2011-03-30T21:31:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it is just good to walk.
Don't think too much.
Just walk and look forward.

And look what I've achieved?
I am truely grateful.
The blessing in disguise.
The pain gives you GAIN.

The GREAT will deal with YOU.
You will receive your ordeal.

Sunshine!

Brothers All Over The World

2011-02-02T19:42:00.002+08:00

Long I have thought that this day will come.
Sooner or later.
After the incident, things obviously never gonna be the same again.
Not that I expected it would be.
I don't blame anyone thou but myself.
It could'nt be any better anyway if it could be saved.
Life is totally different for everyone from different angles.
I was only dreaming and clapping on one side as trying to make it better.
If sense could be kicked into your foolish and stubborn brain, I would do so.
But by doing that it might be seen cruel.
I have tried but to no avail to rekinder the situation with it all.
You refused.
Sad but then again, ego too strong.
I wish you all the best in everything you do.
May you have a joyful life and have a smooth sailing journey.
Good luck.

-Anyss-

Just like McD! I'm loving it.

2010-11-15T16:24:00.002+08:00

Creator of all mankind,
I salute to you with special greetings.

A night to remember definitely.
Meeting the old n new once again.
Putting anger, pride n boldness aside.
Just for you.
Just dunno how I managed to bring myself up.
Well, somewhere along the line, I have to thank you P.

Sinking hearts.
I love the moment.
Sorry to some who I didnt manage to say hello.
Or probably goodbye.
At least we had fun.
Food, photos and fun!
Chillax! Let's do this again people.
Wanna go trip with them. Loving it!
Veronnie, JiaYi, Gabriel, Sha Lin, Coco, Yi Won, Zi Jun, Andy, Samantha, Jonathan
I thank you.
Fun and laughter.

Brand new beginning...

2010-11-08T20:46:00.004+08:00

June 2010
I waited and left without saying goodbye.
My heart crumble.
I was force to.
Sad but true.

Sept 2010
Life goes on.
Greener pasture.
Thank you all for the support.
Love you guys to bits.
Sorry to all my faves people "there".
I just want you to know that I am a responsible person.
I don't do things halfway.
For those of you who don't know why I left, better to leave it unsaid.
No intention to do so.
My worries still to those who were getting comfortable and Baam!!!
I was gone.
Received lotsa feedback thou.
Sad.
Tears rolling down to hear the cry for help.
In any God we believe in, please GOD give them shelter and guidance without me.
I want them to be protected always.
Will always remember the years I've spent there.
My work will be made example as not to trust people easily.
I am rich with knowledge so I know what to do.
Where will it be.
Special mention to 5.
Thank you.

There's only 3 of my kind left.
Lost forever. End.

A.

Could It Be Magic...?

2010-07-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

Be right here.
No matter how far.
How long.
I don't care.
It could be something that you can never imagine.
I am ready for it now.

Be glad.
Be prepared.
Coming right back @ ya.

If I Can Be More...

2010-06-30T23:20:00.003+08:00

Look here.
There was no reply.
No news about anything.

Everyting That You Do

2009-12-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

I fell in love in everything you do
It made things better
With some things change
It only turns things right

Everytime when I am down
Your smile made me ok
Not only for now
It's for today and everyday

Our life has change
It made our love stronger
Couldn't ask for more
You are always near

It's a love affair to remember
To you for you
Always and forever

cry4ubaby@2009 20091220

Everyday I Love You

2009-11-26T10:35:00.002+08:00

Can't find exact time to do this again.
Hopefully very soon.
School is done for now.
Holidays for now.
Well wishes to all those who've graduated 2009.
Good luck to you. Esp 6D

When I realise.

2009-11-13T21:42:00.003+08:00

13th November 2009- watched "2012".
Little did I know the movie meant more than what I expected.
Maybe I was too laid back in thinking and reacting towards things.
Or maybe I took things for granted.
The movie was "A" rated from me.
Probably best movie so far 2009.
I told my wife about it and so, she agreed too.
Well, the movie,made me ponder about certain things after watching it.
How can I not.
Life, humanity, people you love, things you like and all those sorts of things,
came up to my mind while watching.
and now I begin to realise alot more things.

Invitation

2009-10-21T21:22:00.002+08:00

Ok boys...listen up!
Today got a call from Nabil's mum Vice-President rotary club.
Inviting us to play futsal tournament at the rotary club.
Great news indeed. But they need two teams. I have no doubt about that.
You guys be prepared ok.
It's on 06 Dec 2009.
Be ready!

Will keep you guys posted with latest!

Go Along With It...

2009-09-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

Yeah...yeah...yeah..it's been a month or so that I updated.
So what!
No time and been busy as usual with personal stuff and all.

Premier league is already telecast past few weeks.
In total Game Day 5.
Liverpool lying on fifth.
With Chelsea and Man U up there above the mighty REDS!.
Jeez. Great start SG n friends!
Cherishing these moments right now with the team antique performance.
Rafa Benitez and his "perfect" so called showdown talks.
No hesitation about their spirit but...hmmmm...
who knows what's gonna happen.

Updates-
Adebayor was being a "PRICK" with his reaction against his former club.
Just watch again how he deliberately stumped his foot on Van Persie's face while
RVP was on the ground.He actually won an award as the "BAD ASS MUTHAxxxxxx"on the field.

To be cont...

The rise of REDS out of the BLUE.

2009-08-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hahaha...
The laughter I've been holding on since I've decided to form this up.
The team has been formed.
And they are raring to go.
No team name yet...hmmmm...
Jersey collected today.
Dxxm! I look good in it! Lol!
Parade around the house awhile.
Showing off the homey n bro!
Can you people imagine the long wait?
Now the time has come.
Ok guys, I've done my part here.
You guys must produce result in studies and our TEAM!!!!!
Awwwwww!!!!!
Ready for tournaments???
Better be!
Or else?!
My footy up your _ _ _.

p/s Wanna sneak peak at our team jersey?
Wait long long!!!!!
Adios!

Shop Till You Drop!

2009-07-26T23:34:00.004+08:00

Couple weeks passed.
It's MEGA sale all over the 'place".
Bought a bag from Pavilion Adidas.
Bought a pair of futsal shoes from The Gardens Adidas too.

FUTSAL
We are starting futsal regularly from next month onwards.
Jersey will be provided and you guys better commit yourselves to it.
Playing twice in a month.
Will post dates n time every now n then.
Please check for updates.
List of players are as follows:
1 Aaron Ong
5 Nabil
6 W.Fong
7 Andy Yong
8 DK
9 Zachary
10 Ryan Yew
11 Bryan
14 Anslem Ong
15 Chun Mun
16 Nigel Tan
18 Erwin

Please be aware that I have not appoint anyone yet as Captain of the team.
Andy and Ryan will be my assistant.
Everyone has a part to play here.
Will be submitting our team for tournaments soon.

Next Futsal schedule.
Date : 9th Aug n 23rd Aug
Venue : Sports Planet Ampang
Time : 4.00pm to 6.00pm

Be there or be square!

TAGGED BY ZACHARY!!!!!(Argh!!!)

13 Things that use to or still scare's you.

1)Baby dolls-Funny looking creatures! Shit in ma pants!
2)Resident evil 4-The scene scary like hell!Sound too!
3)Beggars-Ok lah but sometimes they kinda creepy.
4)Ghost videos on youtube- Oh...never seen one there.
5)Walking alone outside the house during midnight-What a crazy ting to do that time!
6)Ghost movies-Hahaha...jumpy thou but fun!
7)That vampire on sesame street-Wow! Thats a laugh from that vampire. I love it!
8)DEATH!-Shit! What a thing to ask!
9)Lala people-they despise me!
10)Reading ghost books-Bothers me all the time when young that time!
11)The Dark!-Eerie lah!
12)When my dad says no-It was a long time ago...very scary.DUH! It's Dad ok!
13)Being onstage-Stage fright...only once then its natural to me.

Wish You Were Here.

2009-07-21T03:31:00.003+08:00

Dear Friend,
Today marked the day you left me for good after 25 years.
Just wanted you to know that you will always in my thoughts.
Never did I ever put you aside in prayers.
I miss the time we won n lost together.
We fought and played together.
We brought life to it's peak with the younger ones when we kick the ball.
To this very day, I dedicate my GOALS to U everytime I score.
You will always be remembered.
Missing u always my bro, friend and buddy,Izan.
REST IN PEACE.
Love,
Anis.

I wrote this specially for you.

Sleepless nights
Holding me tight
All by myself
Wondering why

Did I loose it
Forever or never
I don't know
Oh that I'm sure

Help me please
Pick up the pieces
Wanted you near
Wish you were here

Could be sad
Never was happy
Feeling bad
At times angry

Angry to myself
To no one really
Could this be lonely
That's killing me slowly

I wonder why
Do we have to cry?
Needed you near
Wish you were here

cry4ubaby@TM090722

Dinner n Gathering

2009-07-02T22:42:00.003+08:00

Dear All,
Please be informed that I have suggested to some and decided to hold a gathering.
Dinner and gathering.
Please send details via email at dna021207@gmail.com.
Details like Name, Class/Year, Ctc Number.
Please send email by August 15th 2009.
Hope to hear from u guys soon.

My Class, My Pride!

2009-06-29T20:35:00.004+08:00

Not much to update.
Not many pictures too.
Can't spare the time to take any except after the events.
These are the pics.
Our House came in 2nd Place.
I am very proud of them.
Shown me sportsmanship and courage.
Well done 6D 2009!
Keep it up!

ALL IN!

2009-06-16T22:13:00.005+08:00

Teacher's Day!
Some ex-students came back with appreciation.
And some like to make the best of it!

Outing...
Hehehe..secret photos...

FOOTIES Update!

2009-06-05T18:47:00.002+08:00

Guys...
Sincerely from the bottom of my heart,
AWESOME TIME FUTSAL!!!!!!
Let's do it again.
Give me a specific date n time...
I will definitely try to arrange it.
I guess Zac n Bryan will update the pics...hehehe...
I wun cos too many n long!
U guys do it ok!
Cheers!
Joke of the day - No Father's Day for Nabil!!!Lol!
And stopping the ball with his BALLS!!!
Ouch...
You'll Never Walk Alone guys.

There's nothing I want More than...

2009-05-31T00:44:00.003+08:00

...my new must get thingy!
Zac- This new jersey is really damn nice!

FUTSAL

2009-05-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

Hey footie bros!!!
Gathering with the footies on;
4thJUNE2009
10am
SPORTS PLANET AMPANG!
By invi only!

FOOTY BROS;
Zachary x3
Bryan
Anselm
Aaron
Andy Yong
Nabil
Ryan Yew

Be there or be square!
0945hrs!!!Let's kick Racism out of Football!

Happy Birthday To OLD Fart...Me!

2009-05-10T00:33:00.004+08:00

Liverpool 2009/10 Away
Guitar Hero Complete Band Set
iPodTouch
A2.1u Accoustics Effects Pedal
Happy Birthday to Me!
10th May!!!
Damn!
Where are all the wishes ah???
Maybe this will help...see pics above!
Hahahaha....

Blind Faith

2009-05-10T00:01:00.004+08:00

Darling...I know you're sleeping
But there's something I'd just gotta say
Wondering if you'll hear me while you're dreaming
You'll make a lifetime out of every day

Thanks to you
Now I know
All my dreams can come true
Blind Faith
In you
Like I blind faith in you
And I'm not sure
If I deserve a woman so true...
Like I love...
That you'll think I do.

Warrant- Blind Faith

Why Do I...

2009-04-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

...kept feeling so tired or lethargic always?
Am I back to tragic situation as before?
Hope not.
I need to get rest and more rest.
Wish for a happy morning everyday.
Cya...

And So I Realised.

2009-04-20T21:23:00.003+08:00

2009 looks bleak and indecisive.
I thought it will be a hectic and difficult year for me.
But when I found out that my designated class was changed, I was a little relieved.
As times goes by, I actually like it more and more.
But to be honest, I am worried for them. Exams and all.
Hopefully they will like me too.

I am writing this not trying to make you guys happy or just plainly talk.
But it's all coming from the bottom of my heart.
If any of you reading this, I just want you to know that to work hard in everything you do.
It's all in you.
You just don't know it.

Oh btw, today I heard news about A (girl).
Some were talking that A (girl)likes L (boy).
Well, how true, we don't know! Hahaha...
It's kinda funneh!
L (girl) also got admirer.
But dunno whether it's true also.
It's kind of happening around them.
So many lah...

L n A... you know who you are!!!Cheers!

Tagged By Yaeber!!!!!Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Tolong!

Name-Anis Khamis (Anyss)
Sister-2
Brothers-1
Shoe Size-8/8.5
Where do u live-KUL
Favourite drinks-Coke!!!The real thing!
Favourite breakfast-Bread n Butter
Have you been on the plane-YES
Swam in the ocean-YES
Broken someone's heart-DEFINITELY
Fallen asleep in school-Always when as a student. Not Now!
Fell of your chair-HEll YES!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call-YES!
Saved e-mails-.. Maybe
What is your room like-I always clean up the room!
What is the last thing you ate-Chilli Fishball! Yummy Goddie!!!!

`EVER HAD
Chicken pox-Twice!
Stitches-Many times!
Broken nose -Never
Do you believe in love at first sight-YES. DAWN.
Who was the last person you danced with-WIFE
Last person who made you smile-WIFE

`TODAY DID YOU
Talked to someone you like-YES
Kissed anyone-YES
Get sick-YES
Talked to an ex-NO
Missing someone-YES...Ibu/Mum/Emak/Mother
Best feeling in the world-Not Exactly
Do you sleep with stuffed animals-NO..I need space!
What's under your bed- DIVAN
What is the time now-9.48PM

`RANDOM
Are there a person on your mind right now-No
Do you want children-Of Cos!
Do you smile often-yes
What colour shirt are you wearing now- GREEN
When did you cry last-Friday
Are you a friendly person-Yes
Where is the person you have feelings for right now-Next To mE!!!
Do you eat healthy-Sometimes???Uh Uh hahaha...
Do you still have pictures with you and your ex-Yeah Ex classmates!
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you-YES!
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to-WIFE
Are you loud or quiet most of the time-LOUD!!!!!
Are you confident-HELL YES!

`5 SNACKS I ENJOY
-cakes
-cookies.
-chocolates
-chips
-crackers

5 Person I have to tag:
Marcus
Win Nie
Kok Pei Yi
Zi En
Eugene

Twitter it Up!

2009-04-16T10:14:00.001+08:00

Hey guys... Follow me on Twitter!
Yeah... Now!!! @ Twitter.com/cry4ubaby

2009-04-03T18:57:00.004+08:00

Have I ever tell you guys that I've been to Anfield before?
Hahaha...
Yeah! I've been there!
Wanna read about it?
Ok then will update me blog soon with all the stories and pics if available...
Mmmmm...where's the pics?
Cya soon!

Two Hearts

2009-04-01T21:23:00.001+08:00

You said that you'll wait for me
But something went wrong
Your house is empty
Your picture is gone

I know you'll come back one day
Our love was so strong
The past behind us
It's here you belong

Cos I'm deep inside of you
Deep inside of me
I'll always knew
That we will always be

Two hearts forever
One heart alone
I need to know
Your love is mine
Two hearts forever
One heart alone
I won't let go of you this time

You could have talk to me
But what change your mind
I could have been there
By your side

You thought you can walk away
But you'd know that's a lie
Cos loneliness is hard to hide

It so easy to surrender
And temptation always finds a way
We must hold on
I know we must hold on
Ohhhhhhh....

TOTO

cry4ubaby

Sports News

2009-03-30T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hard to believe rumours from Spain are claiming that Liverpool coach Rafael "Rafa" Benitez is planning to approach Barcelona with the goal of signing Cameroonian forward Samuel Eto'o in July. Apparently, Benitez wants to pair Eto'o with Fernando Torres.

-transfermarketweb
Conclusion- How true?I dunno.

"We're really happy with the keeper that we've got at Liverpool and as far as I'm concerned Pepe is probably the best in the world in his position right now,"

-said Gerrard.

Damn It!Shouldn't HAve Read it!

2009-03-29T01:46:00.009+08:00

1. What is your name: Anis
2. A four Letter Word: Aiyo?
3. A boy's Name: Andy
4. A girl's Name: Alicia
5. An occupation: Accountant
6. A color: Aquamarine
7. Something you'll wear: Anklet?
8. A food: Ayam Goreng?
9. Something found in the bathroom: Ants?
10. A place: Alor Setar, Kedah.
11. A reason for being late: A late night outing?
12. Something you'd shout: AxxHOLE!!!
13. A movie title: America's Sweetheart
14. Something you drink: Ais Kosong
15. A musical group: All4One
16. An animal: Antelope
17. A street name: Ang Mo Kio(In Singapore)
18. A type of car: Audi TT
19. The title of a song: Always(BonJOvi)
20. Tag 20 people: All those who read this!WTH!

TAGGED!!!Damn It!

2009-03-23T21:12:00.005+08:00

1).Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
-Nose???Lol!
2). How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- Sucky! School!
3). Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
- no one =)
4). Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
- too old to be spoiled
5). Will you ever donate blood ?
- currently suffering from iron deficiency, not enough still want me to donate!
6). Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
- transvetite ok?hahaha...kidding!NO!
7) Do you want someone to be dead ?
- definitely!
8. What does your last text message say ?
- Liverpool Rampage again bro!
9. What are you thinking right now ?
- futsal n get a place!
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
- Always my wife!
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- 0255hrs this mrng!After LIV vs Ast!
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
- NIke, Australia!
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
- Yeah! Steven Gerrard!
14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
- Ms Kum?

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1) Marcus Liew
2) Joseph Lam
3) Win Nie
4) Noelle Ng
5) Brennie
6) Chee Ling
7) Pei Yi
8) Huiyun
9) Yae-Ber
10)XinYi

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
- Huiyun
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
- female
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
- Hell NO!!!
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
- Teaching n Interested in Architectural
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
- Some? Sometime ago. Some? Maybe lost world!
20.Is no.4 single ?
- maybe???Not sure.
21. Say something about no.2 .
- Good chap! What to say...bro in law. So must say good thg! hahaha
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
- That will be disaster!
23. Describe no.9 .
- One best student ever! I appreciate her for remembering me always.
24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight ?
- Take photos???Lol
25. Do you like 8 ?
- yes...cos she's dating my bro in law!!!!Do I have a choice?Lol

FUTSAL...Here We Come!

2009-03-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

Spoke to Zac...
We chat n all bout LIVERPOOL...then,
Told him that we shud meet up n play futsal!!!!
Hahaha... Ready guys?
Hey please decide n tell me when to start.
Any of u readers wud like to join us,
please contact me or leave ur number on me tagboard!
A.S.A.P! As Soon As Possible!
You can also ctc Zac...
Can't wait cos so gian!
Stamina is dead man!
Lol!

Will update with Venue n Time of event.
Check out the hand drawn LiverBird dudes!

Hold Me...Don't Let Go

2009-03-12T21:59:00.006+08:00

I think it's time
To pick the pieces and say goodbye
Filled with sad emotions
I just dunno why

Get me something to believe
Brings me back to reality
Or maybe to forgive
From a wonderful dream

Wake me up
And leave the pain behind
Shall it be okay?
And the sun will still shine?

Cross my fingers till the day that I die
To give me strength and to be strong
Cause you'll be by my side
And made me believed that I actually belonged

Just hold me
Don't let go
I need you now
And tomorrow

Dunno if its long enough
Before I go
Let me feel Love
Till when?I dunno...

With distractions filling inside of me
To trust someone else its difficult you'll see
If I can say it now and not to lie
Afraid its too late as I will fly(Die)

Inspired by Holding On To The Memories of Beloved Uncle Sal- My Uncle Sal
The One and Only.Rest In Peace.
I Miss You dearly...cry4ubaby.

Read.Don't copy!It's mine!
cry4ubaby@TM2009

Idol is Back!!!

2009-03-05T22:16:00.003+08:00

It's back again.
But this time, absolutely early to tell which one will be favourites.
Danny Gokey, Lil Rounds, Allison Iraheta, Adam Lambert, Kris Allen n Alexis Grace.
Any others for top ten, I dunno.

Let us see, who will go through...

Looking forward so.

I Just Can't Stand It!

2009-03-02T23:14:00.004+08:00

Been quite busy lately.
Tired too.
Maybe the effect of preparing exam papers.
Just got it planned.
Not type yet.
Hahaha...
Fever is back!
Not that I'm sick...
...but the Exam Fever lah!
Any other things that bothering me?
Well...not bothered.
Sudah bosan ni.

Oh oh..got something to share.
Last Saturday I was in ******.
While I was preparing my stuff, saw a figure like peeping at me through the glass panel of the door.
I felt something.
So I turned and look.
It moved and went away in a split second.
Well, no one was there as I quickly went after it.
It was quiet.
I am pretty sure that I saw something there.
I can't tell what was it but trust me.
I really saw a figure there.
Eerie but true.
The funney thang is...it's broad day light!
Damn it!
What I heard from some people, it sometime appear even day time.
Eh seram lah!!!

Sorry readers.
Can't tell where lah.

I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT THROUGH

2009-02-21T23:52:00.008+08:00

I never say too much
Keep things within myself
Let it sink inside of me...forever.
Was in a different world
Hurting deep inside I don't know
Things changed and made me...wonder.

Help me...to stay strong
Make me...feel belonged

Chorus
All I want is to be love
Feel love, touch by love
And everything about love
Don't want it be bad
Cos its making me sad
My life... my life...
I just want to make it through

Now there's nothing much
Just doing things for myself
Waiting for it to end..oh never.
Could it be any further
The journey I'm going to
Just don't want to go...sooner

Hold me...together
Stay with me...forever

Repeat Chorus

cry4ubaby@TM2009
written by anyss 090221

Cried Foul on the paper!

2009-02-13T00:38:00.004+08:00

Papers of truth is gonna be sickening!
I hate it!

THE UNFORGIVEN

2009-02-11T01:28:00.009+08:00

With medieval thoughts of people, still trapped in their era?
I really dunno what are they thinking.
Manipulating minds.
When you are too long and comfortable at one place,
you are COMPLACENT!
Jeez! How do these people live their lives?!
To some who are GREEDY, being spoken out loud to, no use.
Still, even doing it although...
You just can't do it right.
Doing things behind peolple's back is 1 thing.
And doing it in front, is another.
You try to hide it.
But it was shown to everybody!
Well, I manage to step in time and saw you doing it.
Where and when?
Squatting down so that no one sees you?
Oh ghosh!!!
Disgusting ok.
Terrible.
If you really want it so much, you can have it.
But I know, on the other hand, you can't ask me to go although you have someone else in mind.
It's just that, the SOMEONE else wasn't good enough or have that CHARM to bring in the crowd.
Haha!
Let us see, how long this will go!
I will definitely make it work on my side!
Scheming AYE?!

And Today...

2009-02-09T01:09:00.003+08:00

...I sense something fishy though.
But I let it run and see how it goes.

Red Alert!!!

2009-02-08T01:19:00.003+08:00

Help to rescue animals! Go 2 www.rescue2rehome.blogspot.com
The Killing Can Stop If You Can Help!

Just When....

2009-01-30T23:27:00.005+08:00

Days filled with joy
Days filled with sorrow
I don't know just what to do
Am I happy today?
Am I lonely tomorrow?
Everything depends on you.
I've been waiting
For you to knock on my door
I've been hoping...
...everything to be like before.
Maybe the Sun will continue to shine
Maybe the rain will continue to fall
Maybe you want to leave me behind
Maybe you changed and give me a call.
But...
...this is the last time
that I never gonna come here tonight
This is the last time
I will fall
Into a place that I will fall so soft inside
And I can see the pain in you...
...and I can see the love in you
In find it all the things will take time
Will take time...
The Angels they burn inside for us
And all we ever like
We ever gonna learn to fly
The Devils they burn inside of us
Or we ever come back down...come around.

Words are hard to keep inside...we know.
The Sun will shine
And we will see.

cry4ubaby@TM2009

Chinese New Year

2009-01-28T23:18:00.006+08:00

CNY 2009...

What we ate - Donuts!

Where we went - Pavillion

What we've done - Lazing around. ( Mama's place)

What we're having - (Reunion dinner) Steamboat!

...the happenings.

U don't even feel it at all.
Ahem.. only the part when u received Hong Baos... hahaha..for me too!
Yipee!!!
Can't believe it.
But it's true.

Mrs don't like pics to be added, so no pics.
Hey, I would like to ok.
But she don't like it.
Hmmm... btw, CNY wasn't so great for Uncle L.
He's arm injured with a "CEMENT".
He needs an operation thou.
All the best to him.

*************************************************************************************

Don't be afraid,
if you've got something to say.
We'll find the way
And we'll make it through...

I am going through my life,
Like every day is the LAST
Without a simple goodbye
It all went by so fast.

When I look back in vain,
And see for the last time,
All that remains,
Is just an empty chair.

But now that it's gone
Goodbye now and forever,
I can't cry hard enough...anymore.

Marcus - Good times with CKS.(u dun need luck bro. Cos u got it!)
Joseph - Good Luck with SHATEC.
Andy - Good Luck with CHC.
Huiyun - Good Luck with NIE.
Xinyi - Good Luck with SPM.
Selviah, CheeLing, Elaine - Good Luck with PMR.
Noelle, Win Nie - Good Luck with new SCHOOL.
YaeBer - Good Luck being KT. ( Ketua Tingkatan)
Rochelle - Good Luck with TLC.

Moving On

2009-01-27T19:21:00.006+08:00

I felt like this before.
And I'm feeling it again.
No matter how hard I try, this feeling won't end.
Pretend you're here by my side I take this lonely ride
I keep telling myself... Life goes on...and you're still miles away
I need you
Those are the words that I took from POISON.
Which I think it's perfect for unhappy and those stuck in between.
It's only obvious sometimes we need a push from behind and from someone.
We need that kinda support.
We really do.
When we talk some sense to ourselves, it won't work.
That is why we need those.
Give it a thought.
Living life without a cause also will not help.
Better live it to the fullest.
Make it count.
And make it worth.
How can we do this?
Simple.
Think positive in everything that we do.
In every aspect that we are going to face negativity, we switch to POSITIVE mode.
It's all in our head.
Don't let it conquer and corrode our mind.
Once we can do that then, we will have no problem.
~ Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness. ~
~ You are responsible for your life. You can't keep blaming somebody else for your dysfunction. Life is really about moving on. ~
~ Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard. ~
The quotes that will move us.
Take it.
It's really good to USE.
Seriously, take it.

Rochelle- Thanks. When we chat, I am sure to get something from u...hehe
Sarah- To be happy means to make people happy first and see the smile on their faces then I will be happy.

CNY n Bday!

2009-01-25T21:27:00.004+08:00

It's CNY eve.
Family members came down from Singapore.
It's hectic but gr8 atmosphere!
Something that all of us, the family, could get together and have fun.
Uncle Ching n family will be coming first day of CNY only in the evening.
Honestly they're the family that all waiting for.
Reunion dinner was the usual.
Nothing extravaganz...

Boring thing to write about. Cheh!
To all of you reading me blog,
GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No hong bao for u guys! hahaha....

oh oh...almost forgot.
It was Joseph's birthday on the 13th January.
He was here in KL.
We celebrated his birthday at Secret Recipe Pandan Indah.
View the pics.
Btw Jo, Happy Birthday!
May your dreams come true.
Hope everything goes on fine.
And you're have a good time.
Will wish you Happy Birthday from time to time.

Dunno why can't upload photos... maybe later.

Huiyun- Thanks. Cya soon. GXFC!

Welcome 2009

2009-01-24T00:11:00.005+08:00

New Year. New hopes. New Goals.
Hi. No updates. Just to keep u bloggers know that been busy.
Btw, no net for the time being.
Will be back with updates n latest.
Chill n take care.

cry4ubaby...

Loved

2008-12-26T21:40:00.003+08:00

I was sitting alone beneath the clear blue sky
Thinking about you and wondering why
All the sadness that making me cry
Could this be the end of all the lies

Please let it go and leave me alone
Trying to break free from your heart of stone
Too hard from the love that have grown
Too late for now love has flown.

Dedicated to Wings of Love.

Random...

2008-12-25T23:06:00.008+08:00

While crossing the road, we saw...

We even bought Xmas log cake.
Books...

Basically spent Xmas at home.
Bought books from Popular Book Store at JP.
Played PSP.
Chatted with some students and wished Yaeber Happy Bday.
Yen bought me Liverpool handphone thingy.Hehehe...
Not expecting any gifts thou..
Bro came fro JB.
Congrats Marcus to be joining us in school next year!
Ur part of us!

Shaping Maths!!!

2008-12-23T20:12:00.005+08:00

Suddenly it's Christmas again.
It was just like yesterday when ChristmasING in Korea.
Hahaha...Lol!
It was cold breezy evenings in Seoul during this period of time.
We were busy eating ICE CREAM!
Can you imagine that???

Freaks!
Wishing all of you Happy Noel!
Compliments to the season!
Cheers n have a lovely Xmas.

Lotsa Luv to Darling,Po,Mum, Uncle Lawrence,Momma, Gi, Bryan, Marcus, Joseph , Aunt Lily, Uncle Ching, Andy, Roger , Ralph, Edward, Nicole, Aunty Nancy n Irene.
6Tulip/Jasmine2006
6Tulip/Jasmine2007
6Carnation/Daffodil/Hibiscus/Tulip/Jasmine2008
Chen Thai- Good luck in Australia n tks for checking on my health!
Sel/Lingee/Laine- Sorry bout the PROM thingy...Promise 2009!
WenYi- Ipod touch SGD388 8GB. Gathering will be soon!
Shin Wei- Many more good inspirations from you to come!

Wonderers...

2008-12-20T22:55:00.016+08:00

Xmas Deco Shop

Christmas has always been great here in Singapore.
Last year was in Korea.
Hmmmm....
Went Vivo City today.
Marcus wanted to buy a jacket there at Adidas but to no avail.
Have to get it at Cineleisure.
Gi bought a bag there.
Yen bought a pencil case at Sanrio.

Came across a shop with beautiful deco.
The pic is above as u can see.
The spirit of Xmas here is so great that I'm speechless.

Jingle all da way!
Merry Xmas n Happy New Year to all!
Chean Yen, u reading my post yet?heee...

Saying Goodbye...

2008-12-19T22:19:00.011+08:00

Saying goodbye was never an easy thing
Cos we never say it's gonna last forever
As you must go, gotta let you free
I know for sure, we'll be together again someday

I will try to stop you from leaving,
...but in my heart I already know

It's gonna lead us back
Someday, we just know that
It's gonna lead us back to our lives
Where we actually belong

Some things are meant to be
how we don't want it to be
But some things, will always be how we want it to be.

Missing you always...
2008

Bros Inc.

2008-12-19T00:11:00.006+08:00

Watched movie with Marcus, Joseph, Ah Po n Dawn.

Negative

Back View

New Movie! Coming Soon!

Watched Twilight.
Quite overrated movie for me.
Probably expecting too much.
Heard too much about it too.
Anyway, the casts were excellent.
Rating ***/*****

Plaza Singapura

Pictures tell thousands of words....Post dated pics.

2008-12-09T00:31:00.009+08:00

6 Jasmine/2008

Wei Mun, Kar Ling n Chou Fang

Kar Ling, Li Sin n Catherine

Hung Sern

Noelle n Pei Yi

Peh Win Nie

Ze Yu, Wooi Khong n Willie

Dawn n Ng Alvin

Chean Yen

Sheng Yee

Wei Jing

Gabriel Tang

Ka Hern

Xuan Ly

And all came to an end not long after...
For some might think if their pics were not there cos they were not taken...duh!

Back Home

2008-12-08T23:59:00.005+08:00

Orchard Road Xmas Spree n Deco..

SCHOOL TRIP

2008-12-06T01:06:00.012+08:00

Sheng Hui n Sha Lin

B bus in da House!

Me, Sara Ong, Sarah Liew, Sue Lian and Tze Von

Ze yu

Shi Shan n Soo HuiMin

At the "Lang".

The Bird Park

After all these years you've taught me, now is time!

Ng Huimin n Nicole Tan

The B Boys Group

In Penang, Gurney Plaza

Jiayi N Ms Dawn

Veronnie n Eugenia

When = 24thNOV2008-27thNOV2008
Where = Penang and Langkawi
What = WE BECAME CLOSER THAN EVER

So here is the post about the school trip.

We, Dawn, Mei Yee and myself set out early that particular morning.
Had breakfast at Old Town Cheras first.
Uncle, Mum, Joseph and Andy were there as well.
They followed us for the trip.
Momma sent us to school.

When we arrive school, students were everywhere.
Waiting and adjusting themselves to feel comfortable for the trip.
3 buses in total.
Separated by classes.
6J in a bus.
6T in another bus.
And 6C,D and H in another bus.
As for me and Dawn, we were in bus B, helping Lee Fong with 6T.
6 Jasmine must be disappointed thou.
But still, we're going on the same trip.
So there's no problem.
We will still be having fun!

Penang was a short one.
But I was in charge of group of boys.
Thiam Ming, Ze Yu, Wei Yip, Shi Shan, Chin Hui, Shi Dee, Ng Alvin, Joe Chan and Ron Gene.
We were given free time after dinner at Gurney Plaza for about an hour.
Brought them over to the arcade.
Played games with them n had really good time.
Enjoying. Really enjoying.
Later that evening we checked in tot he hotel.
Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel.
Mr Sim shared room with me.
Practically, he's my roommate throughout the trip.
Mr Sim, he's easy going person n no complaints.

After settling down n all, I was having a chat with Mr Sim when someone called him n another knocked on our room door.
Xuan Ly was at the door asking me to follow her to wait for someone.
Hmmmm... I was wondering what was she up to???
It was not only her actually.
It was the whole gang!
Didn't actually know what they're up to.
Then later Ms Dawn came as well to the room.
Eugenia, Joey, Xuan Ly, Jia Yi, Veronnie, Shau Zhi Cheng, Pik-Hwa...I think I miss out someone here...Sorry...let me know ok.
They bought us a gift each.
So touching.
Something that will make us remember them.
It was a special evening for us.
Oh yeah... one funny thing.
Eugenia kept changing outfit during our talk in the room...
She was wearing the korean outfit then later some three quarter pants n all.
Again she changed later on.
Hahahaha...we laughed.

The next day, we head to Kedah.
The land of Beras.
Hahaha...
Then we headed to Langkawi.
Mahsuri's legend and all.
Our bus came late to pick us up at the jetty.
Whereas, the others left and having dinner by then...
It was heavy down pour.
By the time we reached at the sidewalk eating place, they were all done with their dinner.
That dinner was disgusting!

We headed to our hotel after that. Arrangement was good but room was so so only.
Some were complaining about their rooms.
Hahaha...
That night I went to chat with my class girls.
It was one memorable night that I myself won't forget.
We shared a lifetime sadness to remind us of what life means to us.
Told them what the meaning of life when the tragedy strucked me.
That night,we shed tears of the true meaning of life.

That is where it begins...
...we became closer than ever.
Learned about each other even further n more.
I appreciate that night.
Meaningful to me.
Hopefully to them too.
Lianne, Sarah, Sara and Tze Von.

The rest on our bus, Jye Bin, Soo Huimin, Nicole, Hwee Yin, Ng Huimin, Chean Yen, evelyn Bong and all...

This trip has taught me alot thou.
I will always remember this trip forever.

To those of u reading it, you might not understand what I'm talking about.
But to those of u that I've mentioned, probably u will knpw why.
I am pretty emotional nowadays like I mentioned to someone before.
But somehow, somewhere, they will understand one day.

I love you all to bitz...
We became closer than ever...
Mr A.

So called party...hah!

2008-12-02T00:23:00.006+08:00

The three of us have these made couple of years ago...
so it continued till now and we're still having fun with students.
How I wish sometime, it will never ends.

Many of them turned up.
Uncle Ching helped with decorations of balloons.
Splendid job!!!
Well, I'm impressed.
He is such a creative person.
Not forgetting, Aunt Lily helped too.
Nice having them around.
Roger and Ralph were also around.
Roger decided to stay for the party meeting"Michelle"..hahaha..

Ok...students were all over the place.
Having fun and all.
what a joyous time we had.
They brought food and stuff.
Noelle brought coleslaw. Her mum was around to hel then she left. Special serving for me n wifey(chicken teriyaki)
Coco brought potato salad.
We(Mei Yee, Dawn n myself) prepared dishes.
Sushi was on the menu...prepared by some students I guess.
I cooked Chicken curry. It was surprisingly good. Hahaha...LOL!
Last year students came too. Glad to see them always.
Lay Sheng all the way from Singapore. Wen Yi, Michelle, Yae-Ber, Wen Shi, Sarah, Abdul, Calvin, Andrew, Chern Xi, Shin Wei, LiSien, Emmeline n ahhhh many many others...sorry didnt mention.

Standard 6 student 2008 jammed pack the crowd.
They were rocking the house yo.
I was actually hoping that Selviah, Chee Ling, Elaine could come but to no avail thou.
They can't make it as informed.
Maybe next year gurls!!! Better be there or square...
Elaine did manage to turn up as her bro, Bryan came.
She came to pick him up with her parents.

6 Jasmine/Tulip/Carnation/Daffodil 2008

Too long to blog about it...
The bottom line is... we had serious FUN!
p/s to those who came n had fun with us teachers...here's a note for all.
PLEASE COME AGAIN NEXT YEAR!!!YOU ALL ARE INVITED EVERY YEAR!
KEEP IN TOUCH. PLEASE INFORM ME IF U CHANGE YOUR NUMBER. THAT MAKES IT EASIER FOR ME TO CONTACT U AGAIN! WE WILL MAKE IT BETTER EVERY YEAR.
SORRY ABOUT THE PROM... FOR NOW N ALWAYS...mr.A

THE TRAGIC EPISODE OF MY LIFE...Appreciation. Conclusion.

2008-11-18T16:23:00.006+08:00

Hi.
It's the conclusion part of the episodes.

Here, in conjunction of students graduating and bidding farewell, I am taking the opportunity to wish all, good luck and best wishes in their future undertakings.
Hopefully, things that they have learned with me can be a little help and guidance throughout the journey of their life. I bid you all farewell Class of 2008! My thoughts are with you. Always.

The negative thoughts in my head; (not in random order)
1) My childhood nightmare is coming true- Leukemia
2) My days are numbered- Death
3) Won't be able to see my students graduate- Depression
4) Can't eat things that I use to like- Depression
5) My wife= Dawn- Depression
6) My family = dad, mum, sis, bro, mama Sharon, bro Kevin, sister Mei Yee, bro Marcus, bro Bryan, Ah Po and others not mention- Depression
7) The trip- Depression
8) Liverpool- Depression
9) Soccer- Depression
10) Depression = Death
Basically all of those lead to depression.
I was in total distress. Deeply in depression.

Aprreciation ...
With every night I go to sleep,
with every sunrise I wake,
with every drink that I sip,
with food that I take,
I think with careful thoughts how precious all these can be to me

With every step that I take,
with every move that I make,
(like the song) with every breath that I take,
and with every beat of my heart,
I will want it to be as easy as possible.

No more unnecessary things to think about.
Don't bother about others too much.
Learn to love myself better.
Take things one at a time.
To see each brand new day is a bonus.(As quoted and told by Z.E's mum)
My personal thanks to her...feels like I've known you forever.
Learn how to appreciate life more rather than sulking at or with it!
Get over it and move on.
Think forward or shall I put it as positive thinking.
It's not the end of the world.
Health, no compromising.
Live and let live.

And now I dedicate myself to you...D.S.Y
YOU WERE THERE - Southern Sons
I guess you've heard
I guess you know
In time I'd told you
But I guess I'm too slow

It's overly romantic
But I know that it's real
I hope you don't mind if I said what I feel
It's like I'm in somebody else's dream
This could not be happening to me

But you were there
You were everything I've never seen
You woke me up from this long and endless sleep
I was alone
And I open my eyes
you were there....

You are the love of a life time.

And now, life goes on.

Thank you all for the support, well wishes, advices, and most of all the tender loving care.
How I need it most and I've overcome it. So far...

p.s I love you...dsy.

THE TRAGIC EPISODE OF MY LIFE...The Power OF Love. Part 3

2008-11-05T15:14:00.006+08:00

That particular night, I was dripped and transfused.
I was advised also that it will be a bit painful as the blood will flow through my vessel.
It was uncomfortable in the beginning but later it was ok.
I can't sleep.
I can't breathe properly.
Felt choked with the environment of ICU.
Restless.
Hearing the sound of the cardiac monitor beeping.
Flatliners tone,"beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep".
It was like a hangover or something.
It wasn't as if my first time staying in the hospital.
But seriously, it was the place.

The night was long.
I wish it would pass fast and the pints of blood flow into my body flows faster too.
It was a tedious process.
To the extend, I've had it.
Felt like taking off the straps of wire that were attached to my body and ran.
Then, morning came.
Saw my wife and bro came in through the door.
Sign of a bit relief can be seen on my face I guess.

I told them that to come back during visiting hours at 11.
They were early since morning.
They shud be tired too.

When they left, my third pint of blood was transfused by then.
Waiting in agony for it to finish.
By the time they came back, it was done.
Phew... relieved.
Then came another episode...
Doctors came for checks and so on.
Scoping needed to be done.
Ouch!
Laxative was given.
I was practically like a flushing system after an hour.
Kept on going to the toilet and flushed.
Non-stop hits!

Afternoon came.
No food till scoping is done.
Hungry but to endure.
When the bowels are cleared, its time!
Changed into my green cottony gown and off I go...Bazoom!
Not something I'm looking forward to but gotta stay positive.
Getting things done and go home. I hope?
I was sedated not long when reaching the scoping theatre.
Sedation was hopeless findings.
Nothing!
So, the sedation was just another sedative waste.

When I woke up, I was ready to be transferred to the "normal ward" thingy from ICU.
That night, my wife stayed with me in the single bedded ward.
I can see from her eyes with my stoney condition that she was worried, tired, restless and trying her best to stay positive throughout the whole situation.
How I envy her strength, sacrifice that she gave and most of all...her undivided loving care.

That's the power of love.
By the way, from that day, I've learned that Health is Wealth.
Nothing worth bigger than that.

The next one will be my conclusion.

THE TRAGIC EPISODE OF MY LIFE...What is wrong with me?Part 2

2008-11-04T13:07:00.008+08:00

Hospital.
What can I say about it?
Hmmm... it's the last place you be placed at?
Staying there? Helluva NO!
The smell. The surroundings. The people.(Nothings wrong in particular but their presence)
The thought of it, making me restless.

After several check ups, I was awaked and conscious enough to know what's going on.
Hearing the doctor talk and asking questions.
All those sorts.
Routine.
Still feeling weak and lethargic from the incident.
Remembered that one doctor said that I need to be tranfused.
As in blood.
Wowwwww...hold on for a sec!
Am I hearing the right thing?
Yes I did!
At least three pints of blood.
That was how much I lost she said.
Now I know what's actually going on or wrong with me.
I lost lotsa blood.
The blood level for a person like me should be bout 13,14 or 15.
But my level is 5.
Too damn low ain't it?

So here we go again.
Asked about if I really needed it and those sort.
She said yes...bla bla bla bla.......
My wife did ask all the questions she needed to know.
Then came the general important 1.
"Is it safe doctor?", my wife asked.
She replied,"That, I can't gurantee."
What the hell!!!
I was actually lying flat when hearing it.
Then sat 90 degrees up when she said no gurantee shit!
I straight away point my finger to my wife and giving her the signal..."take me out of this freaking place!!!"
Hell hole!

I was discharged without any transfusion done a couple of hours later as they dun hv any specialist for blood there.
Took my chances.
Got home and think about what's the next thing to do with my wife and bro.

Later that night, aunties came and discuss things with my wife and all those bullshit outcome that a sick man dun wanna hear. Hell...it's worrying me.
That's why I said bullshit. What's if it's you?
Figure it out ok.
Btw..all those things I said was actually trying to make myself feel better which it didn't!

It finally came to my senses after my concerned wife pleaded me to go to the hospital that were recommended by Ms Yap SP,Gleneagles or the Sunway Medical Centre.
Made a few calls.
Then off we go to Sunway Medical Centre.
It was past midnight when we reached there.
Go thru the routine checks and all.
The doctor then said I to be place in ICU!
I was stunned and speechless.
It was because of tranfusion and close monitored.
Sigh....
At the end of the night, I am still gonna be transfused.

To be continued...

THE TRAGIC EPISODE OF MY LIFE...Don't know why? PART 1

2008-11-01T15:25:00.009+08:00

It was just another routine day of the week.
Woke up in the morning.
Do some chores.
Got ready for work as fast as I could.
My heart was saying..."need to practice with them for the dance."
Mr bro decided to use the car.
So we asked him to send us to school instead.
On the way, dropped by the bank.

Early to reach school.
So, ate lunch first then got on to "business".
Saw Sha Lin and Sheng Hui, busy carrying stuff for the family day redemption items.
I decided to give them a helping hand by checking the items.
Ms Chan came in too.
She passed me the list and asked me to check if those(pointing at the plastic bag) are the stuff toys.
"Looked like it", I told her.

The bell rang not long after that.
Time for class and made my way to 6Hibiscus.
Suddenly, bout 1.10pm, right before recess, I was perspiring to the MAX!
Feeling all uneasy.
Cold.
Thirsty.
And drenched.
Told Chou Fang to bring my stuff back to my table and went to the teacher's toilet.
I felt like easing myself and strange vomitting felling.
I cleaned up.
Stood up and here it goes.
Blood rush.
The Episode begins...
Suddenly I felt numbness with my hands.
Dizzy.
Things were topsy-turvy when looking at them.
I managed to climb the stairs to the teacher's office but i didn't make it thou.
It was just at the front area.
Where there's sofas.
Eyes were watery and can't open it.
I slowly rest myself on the sofa.The nearest one I could grab.
Perspiration still taking place.
And all I know the next thing was...
...Sonia came and asked me if I was ok...it sounds so vague...I think.
Later, teachers were all around me...I was practically semi-conscious.
Dunno what was going on.
Can hear but too weak to move.
From here, I leave myself to fate.
I even said this to myself that if things go wrong and I can't figure it out, I love you Dawn, till death do us part, Ms Kum and family whose being there always,
mom, dad sis and bro.
Well this one might sound strange... but it's the truth.
I swear.
The other thing I said was...omg! My students! How are they gonna practice!
I've let them down.
No no no...must finish practicing.
I must make it to watch them on Children's Day.
Damn it!
Now I am immobilised!
Then this one I must tell...Mdm Tan(really dunno what to call her in english) came and make sure I didn't pass out. Keeping me awake and talking... I think so.
She was big big help!
I think if I passed out...dunno whats gonna happen. Shish!
What I gather from the facts they(teachers and colleagues) told me after that that I was carried
down to the car. It was Ms Kum's car.
Now comes the part that I will never forget my entire life.
I know I was carried by who(Mr Chan, Mr Soong, Mr Ho and Mr Choi) at that point of time but the things I saw was eerie and scary too.
Seriously I dunno if it was to be said this way or not.
Could it be blessing in disguise or it's time to go...
My heart was beating as normal at that time when I saw it.
I saw features surrounding them with glowing light just like in the shows or movies.
But I can see their faces. They could be human but all of them were white and calm.
Some said that it could guiding angels.... or it could be otherwise.
I was then sent to the hospital.

To be continued...

BETRAYED

2008-10-18T23:04:00.009+08:00

Do you believe that we learn something everyday?
Well...yes we do.
Cos I do.
I was actually trying to avoid updating the blog.
Trying not to say what I was supposed to say.
But I believe I have kept it well inside but it had swell, bloated and about to explode.
So, before it explode and hurt myself,
or the people around me,
I better let it go!!!
So, what the heck!

Terrible festive I had.
I've finally found out the true colours of own flesh and blood.
Not to mention who.
But the truth hurts.
The person I think and look up upon to is the TRAITOR!
BETRAYER! SCUMMED! FILTHY! ROTTEN! IMPOSTOR!
(All those words mentioned are not in order just fyi)
Let me cut it short here.
What were you thinking by doing all these things?
Are you getting anywhere to it?
If so, look where are you now?
Are they looking up upon you?
One part is totally pissed and cursed you.
The other is calm but hurt deep inside and still trying not to say it out.
They all packed their bags and left.
I know thats what you want anyway.
You've got it now.
Congrats!
You've succeed!

I was actually saddened by all the remarks and things you've said and trying to prove to people
what I did was wrong.
Hey...guess what?
You ...(thought of swearing but...)
can have it.
I dun care.
You guys deserved each other.
To the two small ones...pity that you have them as guides!
The thing that I've learned was even the very own flesh and blood would kill for glory!
Damn it!
So dun trust people easily.
You, who betrayed me,
I wish good luck. Our ties are dead!

For you who believed and still believe in me,
I thank you.
I wun betray you.
Till I die.

So what!

2008-10-11T13:32:00.002+08:00

Holiday Information:-

Where : Cameron Highlands
When : 27th September 2008 - 30th September 2008
Events : Celebrated Bday, Library visit with students.

Where : Singapore
When : 01st October 2008 - 04th October 2008
Event : Celebrating Festive with Families and more families...

Outcome : Money well spent, enjoyed ourselves and ate a lot too...

Conclusion : United we stand, divided we fall... Think happy and be happy. Cheers!

p/s - Grams cooking is still hard to beat!!! "Ayam Masak Merah" da BEST!!!!Awwwww!!!

I Hide and I Cried Out Loud

2008-10-01T23:12:00.005+08:00

Past 3 days was splendid.
Learning something new each day.
But this time(29th Sept/Tuesday), it was teaching them to sing .
"I Have A Dream" was the title.
It was for their concert.
Normally they have it just before their year end holidays.
They were highly spirited.
Full of enthusiam too.
I was actually impressed by their passion to sing with "great" reactions.
When I mean great was Fascinated great.
Maybe I was singing or shall I say teaching them to sing well.
They looked at me with such amazement.
Hahaha...but really, I was singing that good.
Yes! I am still good at it.
Taught them the first verse and they seem to manage it pretty well.

The next day was an excursion to the library.
As it was their first time there, excited and curious are the words to describe them.
What do you expect from them?
4 to 6 years of age.
But I can tell how actually they really enjoyed the trip very much after that.
Cos their faces said so!

That night, took a bus down straight to SGP.
Double decker whoah!!!
Journey was smooth.
Slept right thru....
..till the border!

Got changed and picked up by dad.
It was a memorable day as things to remember along the way.
He talked bout the time when things as well prepared those days during the first day of fest.
It was all ready for them.
But now it's different.
He teared with the look of lost.
I felt it.
Sis felt it too. She cried.
DS was there and felt it.
Sis cried too.

Well. I was doing well holding to my tears.
Not later that evening when he sent us back to JWA5.
He was talking bout the same thing.
Only different thoughts of how he fekt lonely and not prepare for all these.
He was mentioning bout how he wanna spend time with the people he love now and be happy only.
Not thinking about anything else cos he wanna GO in peace.
He said bout sis being a third grade citizen if he's gone.
I know my responsibility as a bro.
She is my responsibility.
He mentioned about what he did when he dunno what to do.
He went to her grave and asked for help from her.
Asking for support or showing him some sign of help.
I understand.
So does DS.

I cried out loud.
But I hide.

Love you DaD.
My responsibility is you now.

Moments

2008-09-20T00:31:00.004+08:00

Everyday, filled with different moments.
As days gone by,
Time passes really fast.
I wish it stands.
Not move for a bit.
Preciously needed to spend it wisely.
Calling all to take notice that time management...
...Hell yeah! Very important!

Today was filled with moments of endless talking and explaining.
To those who really don't understand, I'll explain.
To those who just couldn't be bothered, I'll explain too.
Listen to the least.
I just want you to do better. That's all.
It's not difficult.
Spare the moment to pay attention and you'll be on your way.
I swear it's not as difficult as it looks.
Put your heart and soul where it belongs and there you go.
Success in your hand!

Its all for the taking.
It belongs to all of you.
No one else.
I am there just to fill in those blanks like a cloze.
The glass which was half- filled, and now fill it up guys.
If it's possible, right to the brim.

For past weeks, periodically, I have shown and gave you all.
And now, *drum roll*....
...all yours!
Good Luck all proteges.
Sincerely, I gave my all.
My knowledge.

These are the Moments.
To be continued...

Lies

2008-09-01T12:18:00.010+08:00

Well I know its too good to be true
To think its forever you
Loving you was the only thing to do
But now I'm left with feeling blue

You cheer me up when I'm down
You made me smile when I frown
You held me tight when I'm around
I guess now...I'm just a clown

I can't live the way I used to
Watching you go, broke my heart in two
Girl I know how much I love you
And now you're gone
Just don't know what to do

There's another guy I know
Even thou you didn't show
If you could just tell me straight
I know it's hard for whatever it takes

How will i know I wasn't ready for this
Even thou I tried to resist
Then I realised it was all meant to be
Letting you go is to set me free

All you'd given me was shattering dreams
Hope my love for you will slowly die
So I just don't know what tomorrow will bring
But I know from you will be only lies.

cry4ubaby@TM2008 anyss.
Fyi - it's only lyrics not meant for anyone or from anyone.
Dedicated to my BROsssss!!!
You know who you are...Not 1 but many.Heheh...

Responsible actions

2008-08-24T02:12:00.004+08:00

We are all grown ups.
We don't need to be told what is good or what is bad rite?
I guess being immature was not part of everyone's plan.
Everybody have their own childishness in them.
Trying to be cute at times.
Craving for attentions kinda thing.
Do lots of non important things.
We will also look for other new things to venture on.
"Experimenting" new stuff.

There's nothing to say I guess anymore.
Nothing interesting to talk about.
Feeling monotonous so soon.
Wow...that was quick.

You just don't know what it means.
Love and infactuation are two different things.
Did I spell that correctly?
Haha...nvr mind lah.
Well set your priorities straight.
Make up your mind.
Be honest.

At least have the cheek to own up.
That is why you must be responsible for your own actions.
Have a sense of urgency or responsibility.
I have only two words here to describe above all matters.
___________ ____________

You figure it out.

Taken from - A journal of life. by xxxxxx xxxx
I hope you don't mind.

Poetic Justice

2008-08-14T22:03:00.007+08:00

It all begin with a simple thought.
Trying my best and giving all I've got.
Teaching with fun and not being bored,
all I can think of as I won't stop.

I teach, they learn as time goes by,
Without realizing that time really flies.
I listen to them as what they want to do,
As I made them listen to me too.

Sometimes things really got overboard,
They took advantage of things and those sorts.
Brought them back to where the ground is,
Telling, most times yelling,"can all of you....please!"

It was a point of time that I really had enough,
All those things they said was just a bluff.
Keep on repeating the same advice,
Then they left me with no other choice.

I was practically upset and disturbed emotionally.
Thinking of what I've done wrong initially.
Then I learned that it was not that easy,
Dealing with them, like no sense of responsibility.

But not all were typically that mean to me
Some even show sign of sympathy.
I appreciate those who thinks of others,
Somehow, I hope it does matters.

If only I could make things better,
Oh God, give me the strength like thunder.
Do I really need that, I wonder.
I shall give it another shot, no pressure.

My wish is to make all of them the best,
In no matter what, through time and test.
I hope they let me do it with the time we have,
The is the only time that was left.

Now I can really see the important essence of time,
It waits for no man, it leaves them behind.
On the last day, please don't make me cry,
Cos I am NOT READY FOR GOODBYE...

cry4ubaby@TM2008 anyss.

Dedicated to - SIXJAY2008 - May the force be with you. Hearts.
Shana will understand. Heheh...

And You Were There.

2008-08-11T23:53:00.006+08:00

It's been weird lately.
Woke up every single morning for past week feeling low.
Only thinking bout my "Ibu".

She passed away during my "Honeymoon".
Came back to Singapore, all's gone.
Dealt and over with.

Dad chose not to tell me cos not to ruin my holiday.
But on the other hand, it made me really mad and totally upset.
But I understand his action.

All thoughts now running in my head.
How do I overcome it? Well, that's another thing.
Talked to some people thou about it.
People might think it's just some kind of feeling that will actually go away.
But they don't know when!
Yeah! Right!

So I leave it just like that.
Tried to but failed.

So, last month went back home town.
Met up with dad and younger sis.
We went out on a scorching morning.
To be exact it was 9a.m.
Sun was shining really bright piercing through my "shades".
Dad was saying that we're going to "ibu"'s grave.
I was fine with the suggestion but a little nervous.
Don't know why.
It was a long journey and on the way we stopped by the drive thru 'McDonald's'.
Ordered breakfast for all and we continued our journey.
It sounds as if was really that far.
Well it does.
By the time we reached there, sun was burning out the day.
Phew!!! Bought flowers and water as in traditionally paying respect and those proper procedures.
Dad stopped his car, parked at the side and started moving towards the burial ground.
I followed without uttering a single word.
Emotions filled the air suddenly.
I was being really steady.
The moment dad stopped and sat next to the grave, I saw her name written in beautiful translation.
My sis starts clearing dried flowers that was previously sowed on the bed of late Ibu's grave.
Well dad starts his prayers chanting and those stuff.
I followed suit.
Then, when all's done, we sowed fresh, beautiful sweet smelling flowers all over the grave.

I started talking.
To "Ibu", suddenly.
"Ibu, sorry I didn't make it to come back and send you off that time."
Emotions running high.
I continued talking.
Dad was staring towards my direction but was not looking exactly.
He was listening actually to my "conversation" to Ibu.
"Can you let me hug you for the last time as I didn't that time? Please...let me."
Tears rolling down. Dad and sis stood there watching me.
Then later, dad also drop few tears. He looked away.

I apologized to Ibu too.
It's like she was there and understood me.
Giving me the acknowledgment kind of thing.
Why? It started to cool down.
The weather I mean. It was shady suddenly.
Then before I left, I told her to rest in peace as I will always remember her for everything.

I walked away.
I looked back and felt like she's watching me go.
Telling me to take care of myself in people's country.
I don't know, but it felt that way.
Well, I replied her in a way that I will.
The she sent me showers few minutes later after I got in the car.

Dad drove away with some kind of relief from his face.
Maybe he wanted to bring me to visit her for quite some time and now...
...he managed to. I guess.

It was silent all the way till we stopped by to have lunch.
Dad saw my eyes filled with tears again and asked me why.
Told him that we sat exactly the same place when we had a meal together with Ibu that last time
I was back.
"Sorry dad. don't mean to make you sad but it's naturally coming to me."
He stroke my hand and tell me that it was ok.

Back in reality time now, mind flashes lots of things bout Ibu and stuffs.
Was having sleepless nights.
Waking up every single hour of sleep.
Then It made me confessed to write about it here.
And here it is.

It's not just a story.
It's my life.

Dedicated to "Ibu"- My life is worthless compared to yours. As I don't know how to treasure it like you do. It mean the world to me what you had said. I will keep it inside of me as my pathfinder throughout my life. Love and always in my heart, Ibu.

My Promise

2008-08-03T19:48:00.008+08:00

Close your eyes
I'll be there
When you think of me
Everytime, I swear

In your heart
You can feel
I'll be watching you
And you know it's real

Don't you worry for nothing
You will know when it's coming
Don't you ever feeling down
As things will come around

So fast, you wish it was slow
You can't believe it when it's time to go
You wanna stop the time if you're a Genie
Can't be sure if it's making you happy

Don't worry
Or don't be sad
You can do it
And there's no regrets

Be strong
Stand all
And just be cool
Cos no one will take you for a fool

Remember, what I've told you
Never give up in everything you do
With the good and the bad we've been through,
In my heart, I will always think of you..
And that's my promise to you.

cry4ubaby@TM2008 02AUG
EnIm-Saj- This is for you.

Part of you stays with me even after you go.

2008-08-01T00:42:00.007+08:00

He knelt down feeling helpless the moment he heard the news from his 'Blackberry".
Tears rolling down hard like heavy thunder storm on his cheek.
How could this happen, he wondered.
It's impossible!
To his knowledge, it was all fine the last time he saw him.
They were fooling around with each other,eating their favourite food, giggling bout the times they spent together back in the village last vacation.
Sis didn't mention exactly what had happened but somehow, somewhere, deep inside his heart, he knew what had happened.
But he can't accept it, that's all.
The news came unexpected.

A passer by can't help but noticing his sadness as he was passing by.
With no intentions to interrupt but concerned, he ask if he needed help or something.
The helpless guy nodded his head to the passer by.
Helping him up from the kneeling stance and brought him to the nearest seat.
The sadness on his face shows it all that bad news was received earlier and now he was totally upset and unable to continue his next move for the meantime.

In a spur of a moment he was lost.
Thinking it was a dream broad day light!
Sure it was not.
He sighed with big carbon dioxide vapoured his glasses.

All he can think of was death has taken place.
With no sign of mercy, warning or even a clue.

...and he...was me.

Thought I've Died and Gone To Heaven

2008-07-29T00:05:00.009+08:00

It's like you've heard before the title of my 'cry' rite?
Yes, you're right.
It's from Bryan Adams the famous artist musician.

This is written with so much sadness and pain with a hole in my heart.
Written for special people whom I chose myself with great confidence.
Believing still, that they are somewhat special.
But I didn't fell from the top of building.
I fell flat on my face.
I was actually been lifted up high without knowing it.
Was adored somehow.Maybe. with a little knowledge of it.
Was taken advantage of at some point. Which I knew but I chose to ignore.
Deliberately. Again and again and again.
For something I believed and treasured most when in doing my job as an educator,
trying to mould, guide, inspire, motivate or even teach.
Which I know now that I did not manage to do so.
Cause I was let go to fall flat on My face with no mercy.

I was upset on my way.
Thinking where did I go wrong.
I wonder...
I ponder for awhile.
Than it came up to...
Let it go.
I have to let it go.
None of this is anyone's fault.
Never will I think that way.
Not even my very own close one telling me what to do.
Cause they know.

Thank you for comforting me.
I really do appreciate it.
I am not angry but it's over now.
Let's move on and start anew.

Let's begin with good luck and best wishes to all.
Hopefully see better results.
Oh not to worry ok.
Forgotten and all's forgiven.
(speaking from deep inside trying hard to make myself feel better)

But honestly, I meant it.
About forgiving.
But won't be forgotten.
I think you will agree Shana?

I went through the day with lotsa thinking and headaches.
Overcoming it was tough.
It's been a long time since migraine attack.
And it's all coming back to me now. Today!
Cursing and swearing myself for what I have gotten into this mess making it worse than ever.

I know some of you still think that it is lame or petty for me.
As if asking for sympathy kinda thing.
Well let me tell you this!
I am only human.
Feeling how I felt was natural.
And not even World War 3 can stop it.

With much regrets and upsets or shall I say disappointments,
I end this with a feeling that Thought I've Died And Gone To...

I let you complete the sentence then as what it should be.
I thank you all.

Oh Please Sir. Stop It Will You!

2008-07-24T22:14:00.005+08:00

Ok people,
this is how it works if it has slipped out of ya mind.
Actually, I dun really have to bother neither care of what's going on.
But you guys made me do this!

On second thought, I let it be.
I think its a waste.
I will inform her too not to say anything.
It's all in vain cos it won't change a single thing.
So, why we bother so much.
Good luck then to all of you.

Sad but true.
I will ignore.
Pretend as if it was just a passing cloud.
Don't get my emotions into this.
Or else it will be another set back!

Now I can see and learn more.
By helping, sometimes people don't appreciate actually.
They thought that we Ruin their lives or something.
It's just my nature.
Helping people duh!
Or maybe they're saying me " BUSYBODY".
Si I will stop.
Just like the other day when a boy fell and hurt himself.
But people said that we were there and didnt do nothing!
Tell them to getta XXXX off!
They dun even know anything bout first aid!
I am trained and certified paramedic just fyi you jerks!!!

Well, if you can't see the good in me, then it means I have failed in your eyes only.
As a person.
As a friend.
As a _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

These few days, really really been stressful.
It won't go away.
Ulcers piercing.
Argh...
Those of you who knows, will feel it.
Sleepless nights.

Maybe I have lost the edge.
Holding on too tight.
Gotta let go.
Will stop making things better.

I am not good at pretending things but I will try.
For the sake of my own and others so called "PRIDE".
Will talk less.
No more jokes.
I am not the best like you've said.
Don't want to be the best anymore even if I am once before.
Stop.

I just want you to remember this.
Whether it's the best of times or the worst of times, it's the only time we've got.
Don't know how else.

You didn't make it better.

2008-07-12T22:33:00.009+08:00

Like I said before.
I was inspired by some when writing or learned something that I actually saw or witnessed.

Feeling betrayed at certain point?
I dunno.
But then it was a lesson to be learned by some but not the rest.
It was clearly shown as manipulation was involved here.
I was shocked.
But it all went down as you were "used" actually.
Or shall I say we are all being used.
Hmmm...
Why did they do this to us?
Well, one thing for sure we didnt even realise it.

A piece of white paper can really hurt someone huh?!
Or maybe can judge a person's character or motive.
It's at least better than a word.
Hiss....Poison!

Don't you dare discuss this with another person ok!

And here I am, as normal not showing anything that something had happened.
She reminded me too as not to mention it to them.
How thoughtful can she be?
Wow! I'm impress.
Yeah you must be thinking, she and I are affiliated kinda thing.
Ahhhh...stop it!
We're doing it for the sake of all of you.
I was actually feeling bad about this whole thing.
Looking at how she was protecting them from being "utilise" like a thing!
Angry!Argh!!!

Fear leads to anger,
Anger leads to hate,
And hate leads to the dark side!

But all you can do is thinking that I was or maybe is still trying to Ruin It By Telling Her What You Actually...
I rest my case.

I'm fighting a battle without knowing that my army actually was my enemy.
It's sad you know.
Rest in peace.

...You'll Regret it!

2008-07-10T00:57:00.018+08:00

When I look back to the days when school "sucks" and school was such a bore,
It was never.
I was a bore.
And I'm the one that "suck".
I meant that I was such a tweed for not making it better although it was already at its best.

I remembered 1 of the best thing to do was cheering for my class when they took part in any events.
Or maybe they were cheering for instead when I was dribbling the ball and putting it into the opponents goal!
Wow! That was such a great feeling!
Running in front of them showing how mighty I was after scoring an unbelievable goal.
They yelled and hugged each other.
Celebrating the moment for what I have somewhere once or many of times made them feel fantastic.
I was once a hero for my class and school.

They have also made me felt wonderful in terms of having glory winning in any part of events we've won.
How can I forget that!
Of cos I, or shall I say we had perfect moments in school life when we were happy then.
But I have to admit something here that there were sad moments too.
A friend had to leave school because of wrong company they mixed around with.
Or maybe a very sad moment when one of our beloved teacher fell in front of our very eyes and breathe his last breath, after trying to make us look good in every aspect he wants it to be.
We mourned for his death for several weeks in school.
Feeling a big lost to everything he has contributed before.
Making a come back was no possible thing to think.
We sobbed and sobbed. But...
...life goes on.

And then we learned.
Lessons he had taught.
Jokes he had made.
Made us laugh.
Made us think the proper way.
Support us in our studies.
In events he encouraged till we conquered!
Winning trophies we craved so much that he inspired us.
We made it happened again and again and again, when he was gone,
everytime we think of him.
He had us thinking never to give up hope and always try in no matter where our position is.

But the best thing he had ever said to me personally was and it made me think of it always,
"" "In life we must know that we are not alone. If we are sad, we're not alone cos others might be more sad than us. And if we're happy because we have made others happy too."
And so he continues,"" Friends are like magical thing. Cos they come to you when they need help but when they got help from you, they disappeared, vanished suddenly without a trace. "
Hmmm...it sound so true.
But he managed to conclude about friends too.
He said," we must know that to cherish every single moment that you have with friends and your close ones in every way you can cos even thou you get a second chance it will never be the same. Cherish it like you goona loose it forever. Cos once you loose it. you can never have the same opportunity again. It will totally a different ball game. And so you'll regret it!" ""

I hold on to his words to this very day.
Probably, I will pass it on to my children someday?
Or maybe to all beloved students.
For what I've become now.
Teacher,
you're in my heart.
Always.
Photo courtesy by Wenyi/6J2007

2008-06-29T23:57:00.005+08:00

Today I give you this,
And hope nothing in return.
Just want you to know,
That I was inspired and wrote all these.
My words are from inside and helped by some.
Thanks all for helping.
The Epitome of my expressions will not end here.
It will continue till my desire and will, will be gone.

For you to read and not copy!

Oh btw, Z.E the writing is good!
"vacation"

Do I...Secretly

2008-06-19T03:45:00.007+08:00

I've been trying hard
To put this piece together
Writing just for you
And making it better
Can't show you my heart to explain
Well, it's driving me insane

I can't resist the way I feel
It's only true and for sure its real
I was confused don't know what to choose
For either way I'm gonna loose

Wondering when this gonna end
Can't take it anymore, can't pretend

Do I have to take pain
To Cry again and again
Do I love you secretly
And loving you so deeply

I keep on falling back again
With the same feelings of pain
How long this will last
I want so much it to past

Did you plan something for me?
To let me go or set me free
Free form hurt, free from pain
And never be like this again

Tell me if true love can be this way
It's just leave us with nothing to say
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you...

Original words by cry4ubaby@TM2008

Dedicated to Zi En - For it's worth. I give you this. And Thanks for introducing "Cassiopeia". It's like real thing that is happening. It made me think about 'The Day'.

Shin Wei - Thank you for letting me. Original from you and to you. Promise!

P.S I Love You...Stay Forever

2008-06-16T00:08:00.009+08:00

If only you could see
How much I need you right now
If only you want me
To be with you somehow

I could stay
Let me know
Cause I shall stay
I won't go
All you have to is...
Is to say that I love you

I love you....
Oh Baby I love you
You need me
I need you
And forever we do

Stay forever
I'll leave you never
And please remember
We'll stay together

P.S I love You...

4 ya..dsy
Original words by cry4ubaby@TM2008.

Dedicated to Joseph - my bro...Tks again 4 da insipiration of writing n composing this piece.
Choose wisely what you want n need...Gd Luck!
WinNie...life is full of it. So hang in there.You can do it!Blessings from dNa.

If You Really Wanna Know....

2008-06-15T16:57:00.007+08:00

If you really wanna know,
we can feel pain if we fall and hurt ourselves,
we will be angry if someone or something makes you angry,
we will be scared if our life is at a gun point,
we will be nervous if receiving our exam results,

we will be sad if we think of sad things,
we will be happy if we think of good times,
we can cry if we feel sad,
we will laugh it out loud when we're really happy,

we can keep it inside if we don't want to tell,
we can don't tell if you want it to be a secret,
we can run but we can't hide,
we can surrender if we want to give up,

but for how long?Hmmm...

Bear this in mind,
It will not be there forever.
Take this time and think properly.
What do we really want or need.
It's not the same.
Want and need.

Good Luck!

As I was Saying...

2008-06-14T23:17:00.004+08:00

...and I know how is it like to feel when you're not 1 of them.
There's no reason why we must feel so low and down about
the things that actually don't belongs to us.
It's beyond our reach sometimes...and somethings too.

After we actually found out,
we are stunned by the fact of all "these".

Hang in there.
It will come around.
As I was saying that it definitely come around anytime.

Shining Star...

2008-06-11T03:17:00.008+08:00

Here's something I wrote...The Epitome Of My Expression...

It's late at night
Stars so bright
Whistling sound of wind
I can hear through the rain

Staring at stars
Twinkle up high
It seems so far
Wonder that's where you are

Oh Wishing star
If you're near
And that you were here
Sharing the good times together

Shine down on me
Shine down to me
Tell me that you'll be there
for me

I need you
To always be there for me
I need you
Cos I miss you

Original words by cry4ubaby@TM2008.

Well...it's late but I've managed.
Don't close your eyes
This shout goes 2 ya all- Ace it this Saturday! Perfectly alright! Remember the tagline? Be cool dun b like a fool!

It's Been A While...

2008-06-09T03:25:00.006+08:00

...since I wrote something and make it public.
And now Me back from the shallow and timid place from hiding...
...since my beloved 'Sall' pappi left.
And now i resurfaced!

Inspired by some.Remember when I said very inspiring?
When I read, it makes me remember how well I can do it b4.
And so, I won't fade away from now.
I thank you.
As for now, keep it together and be strong to face 'da' challenge.
You know what I mean rite? Take it e.Z...
Impossible is Nothing!

My cry out to you Joe- Thanks a million. 4 what? You know!
Crazee but it was pretty late bro when we managed. Haha...Cheers man!

It's half time thou...Germany leading 1 goal to Poland.
As I was watching...
Like I say...it's been a while.